love//hate

i hate feelings
i hate caring
i love showing people i care
i hate being considered a kid
i hate being considered an adult
i love the sun and warmth
i love the cold and rain
i hate seeing people be fake
i love seeing people be real
i hate being tired every morning
i hate the process of going to sleep
i hate always being the listener
i love being listened to
i hate when people stare
i hate fake laughs
i love real smiles
i love laughing and making people laugh
i hate being laughed at
i hate the unknown
i love curiosity
i hate being a minority
i love being a minority
i love food
i love being healthy